Her face is always in my thoughts
Her grace enlightens the path I walk
Her face is always in my thoughts
Her grace enlightens the path I walk
I keep telling myself she is the key
I reduce myself
Every time she approaches me


My throat laces, my heart stumbles
As she reaches out
For my last breath


She leads me there
to my exile
She leads me there
I don’t know where


I see her in the mirror
Next to me
There is nothing
She won’t see
She follows every step I take
And she is there
Every time I break


Feels like a game I play
No matter what I do
I can never reach the end
Trapped on this course with no aim
Her weight on my shoulders
Pulls me down once more
Grey is all I see these days
Only her blaze in the dark


She’s a part of me
Like hunger, like thirst
She’s the easy choice
She always comes first
She blinds me, finds me
She drives me insane
I can’t escape
I have to play her game


I’m not a part of her
But she’s a part of me
She burns my bridges
While pretending that I’m free
I lost my way
Lost my reason why
She’s the curse
I’ve laid upon myself
She satisfies my hunger
Though she drives me insane
She’s my choice, my addiction,
My fall

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